I know that at one point in the past . . .
. . . I could awake in the morning and not be totally drained of energy, physically, mentally, and emotionally.
I did not have to lie there for an hour trying to summon the strength to get out of bed.
I did not feel like I had just completed a marathon every moment of the day.
I know there used to be days like that.
But I don't even remember how long ago that was.